Well that was a fun date to write... hard to believe its the New Year already. It has sure been an interesting start to 2012. I ended up babysitting last night for a broad of adorable children that I watched for years before Blake was born, boy did I miss them. I ended up sleeping there since the parents didn't get home until 4:00 AM and then leaving around 9 this morning. $200.00 later I am one happy camper, thats how much I make in a whole week at my clinic.... so I get to the clinic this morning to pick up my lousy paycheck and surprise there is a paper left by the accountant for me to fill out, a W-4... didn't I already fill this out... oh wait, you mean you haven't been taking out income taxes from my checks for the last 7 months??!?!?! Seriously!? If this lady already isn't the BIGGEST bitch, after I told her two weeks ago we needed a new pulse oximeter she told me that it wasn't a priority... we don't even have a damn thermometer!! How the fuck are we supposed to run a doctors office without a damn thermometer? According to this accountant we can't afford to buy a God damn thermometer. Did I mention I ran out of gas today too?
Alright, so I'm a little scatterbrained today. Its been strange, you would have thought there was a full moon out tonight. My diet hasn't gone too well but I'm optimistic. I bought my first ever bag of lettuce so that I can make my first ever salad and enjoy it for lunch tomorrow. Yes, I have never made a salad, nor have I ever agreed to eating one, in fact I ate my first salad at a drug rep dinner because I didn't want to embarrass myself in front of the doctors. I am an extremely picky eater which is a big reason to why I am overweight, I will absolutely not have any salad dressing, only fresh lemon and ground pepper. So although you probably think its boring, I think its the only way its going to happen for me and salad. The new lifestyle I will be following calls for eating a lot of spices and herbs including cinnamon, so this morning I had a baby cup of banana yogurt with two teaspoons of cinnamon and an unsweetened green tea. Then once I got home 5 hours later and was starving I binged, I had 3 turkey meatballs, a quarter of a bag of pop chips, maybe 20 dark chocolate covered edamame and then an entire large frozen mac n cheese.... I know writing it out makes it sound horrible, cause it is. I think I need to write down what I am eating more often because that is disgusting.
The Younger Thinner You diet calls for a lot of natural supplements to boost different levels of hormones in your body. I have a dopamine deficiency so I am now taking vitamin d, vitamin b12, vitamin c, omega 3 (ewww), melatonin and fiber (fun) in hopes to boost my dopamine, making me happier and more willing to eat healthier and be happier. The exercise portion will be coming soon, I made plans to walk greenlake with one of my girlfriends tomorrow. She is so fit and skinny, I'll probably be out of breath after 5 minutes. I also cant fit my jogging stroller in my car... EXCUSES! Ahhh I am so good at making them, I just need to FUCKING DO IT! I need to remind myself of where I want to be and where I am going if I keep up this lifestyle.
Well I am exhausted (must be the melatonin), I am going to go finish loading the dishwasher and straightening the downstairs before grabbing my book and hitting the sheets.
Goodnight,
Arielle
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